February 24, 2026
It is 12:31pm. In a typical display of abusive and controlling behavior, the Oakland Police Department is causing me to feel extreme heat. Therefore, I am obliging them by creating this post.
It is currently 66F outside and with very little exertion, I am sweating profusely on my face and have sweated through the light cotton shirt I typically reserve for summer.
The police have been regularly using this a method of control as well as to punish and to treat. It also has the effect of causing anger, irritability, and emotional outbursts. The OPD has been using this on me for the past few days in order to provoke postings such as the one I posted yesterday.
I continue to express my contempt for the Oakland Police Department as well as my lack of consent for the “protection” they are providing me. Over the past 4 months I have seen little else to fear than the Oakland police assigned to “protect” me.
I also do not consent to being overheated to the point of profuse sweating and emotional outbursts on an otherwise cool, calm day.
After substantial cramping and developing a nauseous feeling in my head, I had a bowel movement at 5:51am. As usual, I took Immodium to reduce the chance of additional problems. However, my GI doctor has warned me against the use of Immodium given my medical conditions. As I write this, I am once again experiencing a feeling of nausea.
It is 5:41am. I am now experiencing abdominal cramping.
It is now 5:05am. The Oakland Police Department is now applying heat to the area where I sit when I use the computer rather than my bed. They have also started applying pressure to my abdomen to force a bowel movement. Upon writing this, they are increasing sexual stimulation to my genital area. I do not consent to the application heat or to having my bowel movements forced from my body by the Oakland Police Department as a clear indication of punishment.
I was awoken around 2:00am to high heat, but I was too tired to get up. I asked to have the heat reduced, but my request was not respected. I was awoken again around 4:30am by even higher levels of heat that I found extremely uncomfortable. As with the night before, my shirt was soaked through. Around 4:45am, I refused to be subjected to further heat and got out of bed. As punishment, the harassers began sexually stimulating my genital area and applying heat to my torso.
I would once I again like to express my complete and utter contempt for the Oakland Police Department and all of those who decided I was incapable of making decisions regarding my own welfare. The decision to continue to skirt medical informed consent laws even after it became clear that emotional and physical damage was being done to me is nothing short of appalling.
As always, I do not consent to the “protection” provided by the Oakland Police Department. I do not consent to what the Oakland Police Department have at times referred to as “therapy” or cognitive behavioral therapy nor do I consent to any form of medical or physical therapy. Upon questioning, the Oakland police who protected me have never been able to indicate that they are a licensed medical practitioner or therapist. To underscore this point, I would like to mention the leader of the group in North Hollywood who not only failed to identify himself as a police officer or the leader of the group in question, but also acted in a cold and hostile manner and wore a sweatshirt with “BAPE” printed in large letters across the front in a clear reference to all of the rapey behavior to come on the part of the OPD. I find the behavior and decisions made by the Oakland Police Department to be not only contemptible, but entirely inappropriate. I am continuing to document the situation.
On a separate note…
On a separate note, I would like to express my profound disgust for the Oakland Police Department and the University of California Berkeley. I would like to make special mention to all of those that facilitated my removal from my home and my forced stay in North Hollywood Park. I cannot begin to express my utter contempt for the treatment I received. Whether it was being posted at an intersection to unknowingly prostitute myself on my first night in North Hollywood or being roasted by microwaves in my tent to the point of screaming when being given treatments without any notion of informed consent, I have always felt a keen and utter contempt for those responsible. I very much look forward to learning who I have to thank. I would also like to take a moment to express my deepest gratitude to my family for their assistance during these difficult times.
February 23, 2026
It is currently 11:25pm. I awoke to high heat and genital stimulation at roughly 10:30pm. It felt as though something had been inserted into my vagina.
I got up and started packing some boxes. I ordered some additional tape and packing paper. I didn’t realize how small the small boxes are until I started filling them. I still need to cull my belongs a bit more, but it should be doable.
My profound disrespect for the Oakland Police Department continues.
Once again, I would like to state that I do not consent to protection by the Oakland Police Department. Their protection is little more than abuse and is therefore entirely inappropriate, especially when considering I am a disabled person. I would once again like to restate my lack of consent and inform the OPD that I am documenting their behavior.
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It is currently 8:16pm. I have had a lot of problems with weak legs and feeling of lightheadedness today including bouts of vertigo. This included profuse sweating and nearly passing out as I walked up a hill.
This is in stark contrast to the past few days when I was running without difficulty on the treadmills at the gym. Given all the screwing around with my health that has occurred over the past few months without any degree of informed consent, it is very difficult to understand what is occurring now.
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It is currently 11:30am. The police have continued to step up their harassment. After telling me for the past week that I was represented by an attorney (Celia McGuiness), they have now informed this is not the case.
They have continued to increase stimulation particularly in my body and under my skin. They have also been provoking anger which in turn causes additional distress given the sleep deprivation they have caused.
I have been continuing to contact lawyers. Otherwise, I feel quite stressed. The physical component of what they are doing to me (i.e. the stimulation) is getting harder and harder to take.
I need someone to help me. I have been trying to contact lawyers, friends, family, law enforcement, etc. for months without receiving what feels like any degree of tangible assistance. I increasingly feel desperate. I have gotten rid of most of my things in order to relocate and have started arranging to shift my medical care elsewhere. I am very much looking forward to leaving Oakland.
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It is currently 10:20am. I was allowed only an hour or two of sleep after writing the entry below and going to bed. I was consistently awoken with tachycardia, generalized exposure to heat, and sexual stimulation recalling childhood abuse. I am extremely tired and unable to think clearly. Much higher levels of sexual stimulation are being applied to my genital area, chest, and head than have been used for the past week or so. There is also an extremely unpleasant feeling of stimulation being applied under my skin. The police are clearly continuing to intensify their abuse. They have been clear that they are trying to provoke a situation and get some sort of discussion going regarding my case. I have been told my harassment will end on February 28. I do not know if this is true or if it is simply part of additional harassment. They have indicated that Celia McGuinness will be my lawyer.
Regardless, I am exhausted and highly anxious given all of the physical stimulation. As usual, I would like to be clear that I do not consent to the “protection” being given to me by the police. For the Oakland Police Department to be engaging in such activities seems highly inappropriate. Once again, I do not consent to sexual harassment or police protection. I am continuing to document this situation.
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It is currently 2:52am and I am being sexually harassed by the “protection” provided to me by the Oakland Police Department. I awoke to high heat and stimulation of the genital area. I find this type of harassment to be particularly disturbing because it reminds me of abuse I experienced as a child. The police are aware of this from my time in North Hollywood where I was regularly harassed and overheated with the use of a microwave-based directed energy weapon.
As I referenced in the document in the February 13 post, the experience has been extremely stressful and has left me feeling suicidal at times. I attempted to talk to my doctor about this, but was exposed to extremely high heat with a microwave-based directed energy weapon during my online appointment. Furthermore, my computer has been hacked meaning that my appointment was not private. Given the pain and vaginal bleeding I had been experiencing, I scheduled an in-person appointment a couple of days later. During my drive to the appointment, the harassers induced brain fog and fatigue. It was applied quite heavily on the Dumbarton Bridge. This was a significant problem because I also had to negotiate high winds and freezing rain. I had multiple instances of what felt like very brief half-second lapses in consciousness, but could not rest because there was nowhere to stop or exit. I was finally able to stop, rest, and get some coffee after getting off the bridge. While at my appointment, I continued to be harassed with stimulation to my head and genital areas. Unfortunately, the medical professional I saw was not my regular doctor and he was not familiar enough with law enforcement practices to be of any assistance.
In terms of sexual and physical stimulation, the harassers generally backed off for a brief time after the events of February 13. However, the harassment is now becoming more frequent and intense. For example, yesterday, the police required me to submit to sexual harassment. I submitted to the harassment with the agreement that this would mean less harassment during the day and less severe harassment at night. I asked how long it would take and they agreed it would take less time than it would take for a pot of oatmeal to cook (30 minutes). I put the oatmeal on the stove and started a 30 minute timer to be safe. The police then began their sexual harassment, but induced sleepiness. When I awoke, I felt groggy and as though a lot of time had passed, but I was told this was untrue. I continued to submit to the harassment believing I was still under the agreed upon 30 minutes. I gradually remembered there was oatmeal on the stove and asked again about the amount of time that had passed but was told I was still under the time limit. I eventually got up to check the oatmeal because it was clear too much time had passed. I saw the oatmeal had burned and then noticed the smell of burnt food in the apartment. I clearly stated then and a multiple times over the course of the afternoon that this type of activity was irresponsible and dangerous. I live in an apartment building built in the 1920’s or 1930’s. The construction is mostly wood and there are no sprinklers or fire escapes. Tenants include older people as well as a young child under 4 years who lives in the unit next door.
This follows the usual trend of gradually increasing aggressiveness and intensity on the part of the police when I become more isolated. Their behavior and tactics strongly resemble an abusive domestic partner.
The police are continuing to use increasing levels of pain and stimulation to my genital area and have induced a profuse flow of mucous which is a substantial problem given I suffer from dysphagia and am at risk for pneumonia and bronchitis. The police have access to my medical records and have acknowledged that they are well aware they are causing problems. I have also informed them of as much. I have a nasty cough, but am doing my best to keep my airway clear by remaining upright, wearing a N100 mask to reduce allergens, rinsing my sinuses, and running on a treadmill.
Worryingly, the police have indicated that they will continue to intensify sexual activity and are doing so as I type by increasing pain and stimulation to the top of my head, clitoris, and breasts. They have indicated that they are intent on engaging in sexual activity with me. I have been clear that this would be non-consensual and would therefore be sexual assault. They have agreed, but have indicated that they will continue to intensify their activities.
I will add to posting later today. For now, I would once again like to state that I do not consent to protection by the Oakland Police Department. Their harassment is inappropriate and has caused significant damage to my health, finances, and emotional well-being. Once again, I do not consent to being stripped of my civil rights and I will continue to document the situation.