January 11, 2026
I continue to be awoken at two hour intervals making it difficult to feel rested; if I awaken, heat or clitoral stimulation is applied making it difficult to go back to sleep
Clitoral stimulation and prompts to masturbate (by making my hands warm) have generally been increasing
There is pain in my head when I work with the home security app and when I talk of taking a trip; I plan on working on both of these things as well as using ChatGPT to find a lawyer and start working on network and computer security.
I still have not received any of my possessions from the Motel 6 Extended Stay in San Diego. At this point, I have to assume my friend was lying to me and that those items that were dearest to me will never be returned.
I listened to the first part of UC Berkley Extension’s podcast, The Future of Work. This resulted in a lot of head pain. Consequently, I have decided to listen to the podcast on a daily basis. It will make for a nice reprieve from the Holocaust literature I force my harassers to listen to. I wasn’t allowed to look at anything related to Berkeley while I was in North Hollywood. Doing so would result in punishment typically in the form of louder directed sound. It could be pretty unbearable at times.
I felt a lot less angry yesterday, but it spiked last night. This explains the walk to the train tracks. I ended up in a really nice spot out by the bay. Admittedly, I haven’t been happy about all the high end housing they’ve been building there. However, it made for a lovely vantage point to watch the stars.
As I write this, there is a lot more pain in my head - i.e. I am being punished. There is clitoral stimulation as well. The clitoral stimulation has increasingly gotten painful. I really dislike it and at times, I start to feel hopeless.
My goals for today are to go to the gym and get my home security software up and running. I also want to continue with my Chinese New Year cleaning. I have already started decluttering, but need to do a bit of tidying up.
Started contacting IT professionals to document hacking and get a secure network, laptop, and phone up and going.
Ordered two additional cameras for indoor use.
Considering an additional camera for street level use but need to contact landlord re: installation